Maroon 5 - Sad http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XB77xNl7Kyc
I feel happy.
A drama happened last week and It’s made me realise who I am and who should or shouldn’t be in my life. I then had an amazing week with my French boy. I didn’t think about ‘him’ the whole time. This is a huge deal. This hasn’t happened for 2 whole years. And today I’ve deleted him out of my life because he’s not worth any of this. I deserve to be happy, right? Then do things that make you happy. Why do we cling onto things that only cause us upset and disappointment? Well it stops today. And I feel stronger than ever. I don’t need someone in my life that I have to force to be there. I used to think it was cos I wasn’t good enough…I bumped into his mother who said herself he was punching above his weight. Friends have said it to me but I felt different hearing her say it. I’m not angry or upset or longing anymore. I feel indifferent. I’m ready to let go. To move on.